ponders

Hmmm. Seems like im only blogging when im seated in my office.
Today is my last week here. Gonna miss all my colleagues. Great bunch of people here!
Great fun with them.

These few days had been really bad for me, ever since you fell sick.
It seems like i cant really control my emotions well. Getting all upset and easily irritated with you.
What a dope im. So not understanding. Wanting things to go my way. That is really dumb.
Strike away those negative thoughts of mine.
Stop wanting more and expecting more.

But then again, am i expecting more?
Or that what i have now is not really what i expect all along?

Time will tell i suppose.

Really hope your injuries and pain would faster go away.
So that you will be fit again!

Is it wrong to want romance?

Is it wrong to want some sweetness in you?

Hmmm. May be i should just stop thinking!

*PONDERS*

*STARES*