ahh. strayed thoughts.

This is so boring. And it’s like so adults. Argh. Hate listening to adults talk. Bleah. Don’t even get to spend time much. Boring boring. Ahhh.

What’s pretty much going on with me. O.O

Do I need some time for myself? In order to find myself again. What I really want. What I really need. In my life. Feels like I need a breather. And a good one too. So depressing. No life :\

FRI, AUG 13th

HAHAHHA! I've got this feeling, that that night was gonna be a goood night!
AND SO IT WAS :D

My kor proposed and got accepted. Heh.
It was a happy day! Hahah!
BBQ and friends all around. Lovely.
Felt so familyish.
I really love this kinda feeling.
And spending time with my pals!
Oh, Liyuan, Jesse, Lucaz and me slept in my room.
Hahaha. The rest were asleep downstairs.

BBQ was tiring as we gotta prepare much stuff.
And clearing up was tiring too. Hee.
But it was all pretty fun.
We even prepared egg mayo and sardines like at 1am?
And also went for a midnight swim!
LOL! Okayy, we were kinda high! Haha!

Well, and today, we went LAN-ing.
Ly and tomato played DOTA!
JOKES!!! HAHAHAHAH!
But they like it!
Heh. Had dinner with them.
Chicken rice. Then went back home because Jesse forgt her wallet.
Played card games for awhile.
Went vivo! Had supper. Then back home.
TIRED OUT!

Date to remember: 31st Jul

HAHA.

You

When all good things come together,
Everything felt so right.
Nothing feels wrong.
Everything is perfect.

I thought I knew.
I thought I know.
That everything that has been said and done.
Was all truth and no lies.

And then you came,
Took it all away.
Torn my soul apart,
Threw it in the dark.

Reality hit me hard.
Shook me wide awake.
Open my eyes wide and I see,
What the world really is.

Who am I to ask?
Who am I to cry to?
Bow down onto my knees.
There You came,
Holding me.
Everything just felt so right.
And everything is alright.

Love showered upon me.
From head to toe,
Elbows and knees.
A hug You gave,
I melt like cream.
A single whisper,
My whole face beams.

Your majesty's love so great.
None could ever possibly match.
There You came,
Holding me.
Everything felt so right.
And everything is alright.

It seems funny but hey, I realised that i do blog when im feeling really unhappy. what is this man. arghh.
are all my posts gna be really emo and sort?
sometimes i just dont understd da way some ppl react.
its like ......... totally dont mk sense.
and why cant a person be nicer or sweeter or whatever?
why must i always get told off. or pinpointed in a jokingly manner?
i dont think its funny at all.
not one bit. and definitely nt sweet at all.
just putting me off day by day.
how am i gna feel positive?
feel good?
its not like being said or stuff like that will mk a person feel good or laugh.
because it aint funny in da first place to begin with.
just making ppl speechless.
how do someone try to teh to that kinda person who pisses ppl off?
i seriously dont understd.
wad direction is it heading?
are we going nowhere?
darn confused.


cant wait for uni to start.
dont have to work.
not so stressed up.
go back to skl.
make some friends.
chill and hang out.
join some sports.
keep fit.
that is life. HA.

HMM!

I WANNA GO TO THE STATES! rawr! SG IS BORING :(
PLEASEEE! i wanna go to the states. argh!


hmmmm. i hope we wont quarrel anymore.
alot of times are my fault. Im sorry. sigh.

fml.

Im tired.
Lost.

ponders

Hmmm. Seems like im only blogging when im seated in my office.
Today is my last week here. Gonna miss all my colleagues. Great bunch of people here!
Great fun with them.

These few days had been really bad for me, ever since you fell sick.
It seems like i cant really control my emotions well. Getting all upset and easily irritated with you.
What a dope im. So not understanding. Wanting things to go my way. That is really dumb.
Strike away those negative thoughts of mine.
Stop wanting more and expecting more.

But then again, am i expecting more?
Or that what i have now is not really what i expect all along?

Time will tell i suppose.

Really hope your injuries and pain would faster go away.
So that you will be fit again!

Is it wrong to want romance?

Is it wrong to want some sweetness in you?

Hmmm. May be i should just stop thinking!

*PONDERS*

*STARES*

LOL

Today i ran outta da office toilet with Cindy.
Becos boss went into da toilet. LOL!
It was hell of a funny experience.
Our abs were aching from over-laughing.
Goodness! What a day!
HAHAHHAHAHAHA!

Tonight gna meet pig for dinner.
He aint feeling well still. Sucks BIG time.
Hope he gets well really soon! :(